I had already been asleep for a couple of hours, but I woke up again to go to the washroom. After that, I couldn’t easily fall back to sleep. I decided to finally watch the latest episode of Grey’s Anatomy to catch up.
I thought it was a very well-written episode. There was a lot of character development on this one and as well as the set-up to George’s potential exit/leave and Addison’s spinoff. I mean, if you didn’t see that one coming at the end of that episode… she basically has nothing left in Seattle Grace, and when a person is in that position, the decision that pops into your head first is to pack up, leave, and start a new life. I can’t wait for that show!
I just love how this show always makes me contemplate somewhat about life after each of those little ending narrations. I always relate to them, which is a plus, and why I love this show so much. In the end, it was said that “Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken. It wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don’t know what they want.”
I have experienced wanting something you can’t have and not knowing what you want. It is so true that you suffer more if you’re confused about what you want. I’d rather be heartbroken over something I can’t have. At least I know that I made a decision, and I wanted something. Yes, most of the time, things are easier said than done. Confusion always clouds up your judgment and sometimes you don’t realize what’s in front of your very eyes until it’s gone.
I’ll tell you this though.
Right now, I have a clear picture of exactly what I want and I can have it.
And I will go for it.
Oh, Kanye! Why must you ruin everything?! *runs away in tears*
